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Day 32

Sep 20, 2010 - 1 comments

Ok, maybe I need fo take the Welbrutrin again.  If I don't snap out of this funk and weirdness, I will be taking some action to move things along.  Or maybe I just need to be patient.  I have so much to do and I feel like I am dragging my bones thru it all.  Hopefully I will have a good day tomorrow.      

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Day 31- WD day again....

Sep 19, 2010 - 0 comments
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tramadol

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Horrible day.  Felt like I was in another world again.  So weird.  I havent had this bad of a day since the second week.  But I am hopeful that my body has won another skirmish and now wil be that mush better going forward.  That seems to be the pattern.  I just have not had an entire bad day for a while.  My sweet freind has brain cancer and in the hospital- going down hill.  I think that also contributed to my being a little down and bummed out.  But the weird head crap was really bad today.  BLAH!!   I dod think about a tram- just for a minute.  But not going back to that dark spot again- ever.  So,... on to tomorrow,  with Gods help I will have a good day.  I think I may have a good month more of this stuff- maybe more.  I will take my own advice and hang tight- lol.  Will have a busy week, so hopefully I will perk up.

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30 Days Free!!  

Sep 18, 2010 - 0 comments
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Addiction

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tramadol



Today marks my 30 days of freedom from Tramadol.  I cant believe it!!  I am so thrilled to be free.  I have felt so bad during the beginning of the WD period, but now I am feeling pretty good.  I still have some WD symptoms occasionally. but thats to be expected.  I am just so greatful to everyone on EmilyPost journal and others who encouraged me to be strong.  I am also thankful ot God that he brought me to this place of freedom from the bondage of addiction.  I hope I never forget what it did to me.    

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Day 28- this can be done!!!

Sep 17, 2010 - 0 comments
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Anxiety

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tramadol recovery

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tramadol



I have almost reached my 30 day goal!  I honestly at the beginning of the WD could not imagine making it to 30 days.  I don't feel perfect, but pretty good.  I have a good days and then have few hours of weird feelings/anxiety mixed in. Some really good days.  My energy is coming back.  I have been able to push myself in the evenings and get stuff done.  At first, all I could do in the evenings was shower and rest.  I still have an occasional fit of sneezing, craving, and anxiety.  This seems to come all together, but is lasting shorter periods now.  Tolerable.  I know at some point ts will be gone too.  I dint even care how long it takes at this point, I am just so thankful to be free of all the lies of the pills.  Thanks be to God!!

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