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Depressed

Jun 18, 2013 - 3 comments

I am so depressed I am on my period n only lost 1 pound since it started Saturday I am at a point where I want to just stop eating mind u prior to this Iost 9lbs in 3 days n I am on atkins so I should be dropping like butter wth

My TTC Story

Oct 09, 2012 - 8 comments

3/08 BFP with my DS. without trying I concieved. Funny thing is it took to be honest 4 years for this to hapen. and I always thought I could never concieve.

02/10 DH and I decided lets try for  A BABY GIRL
04/10 Hit with the news u have PCOS and my son was considered a miracle
10/10 clomid100g+Provera BFN
11/10 clomid 100g +Provera BFN
12/10 Clomid 100g+ Provera BFN
01/11-11/11 Natural TTC BFNs
12/11-08/12 Gave up ttc and relaxed but not proventing Pregnancy ALLL BFNS
09/12-10/12 Lost 30lbs and ready to try again
10/12 My Doc appt is 10/11/2012 Statring a new Plan Praying for my BFP soon

I never relized that. I had a problem having kids.I always saw it as a Good thing that I couldnt concieve easy. How foolish of me.Now I want to concieve and its killing me.I have been thru depression and ups and downs and through it all its still worth it. Waiting on God for my 2nd Miracle.

Down 30!!!!

Aug 13, 2012 - 9 comments

I am down 30 lbs and I feel amazing. I know I have about 50 more to go but oh well. I know me and dh are ttc and I hope this weight lose helps. So here is to the next 30lbs lets do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

day off

Aug 16, 2011 - 2 comments

so today is my day off from working out. All I did was my shift at work and took my son to the park. However, I just feel like working out lol I dont wanna break so I did some crunches I think I am gonna do some dancing with my baby boy gotta move my body. I am so used to it now. lol