Aug 03, 2011
I am so upset At myself! I went to the class and I did great! However, I am upset with myself that I got this big. I was the biggest person there and kept getting winded but I kept going ! Am i right to be upset at myself bc I was the biggest person in the class I mean its my fault I am huge. but dang the biggest person in all my exercise classes this suxs but i am gonna keep trying I have to get my weight down. My long term goal is 155 however my short term is the 215 so I can have a chance to ttc. even if it happens I want to have the baby and go back to my goal. I am really not trying to get pregnant until i am under 190lbs. but I dont know if I wanna get on Birth Control or what.