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AF wont go away help

Aug 07, 2011 - 6 comments

help af is going on day 7 and its getting heavier n heavier everyday. What do I do I am really scared there is even clumps now.wut should I do

day 7 I am so confused

Aug 05, 2011 - 11 comments

Today is day 7 of my weight lose and I am so mad I am on my cycle!!! I weighed in and I gained 2 lbs it has to be bc of af but I am not sure GUYS whats going on??? I am devistated what went wrong ???


Aug 03, 2011 - 7 comments

I am so upset At myself! I went to the class and I did great! However, I am upset with myself that I got this big. I was the biggest person there and kept getting winded but I kept going ! Am i right to be upset at myself bc I was the biggest person in the class I mean its my fault I am huge. but dang the biggest person in all my exercise classes this suxs but i am gonna keep trying I have to get my weight down. My long term goal is 155 however my short term is the 215 so I can have a chance to ttc. even if it happens I want to have the baby and go back to my goal. I am really not trying to get pregnant until i am under 190lbs. but I dont know if I wanna get on Birth Control or what.

Day 5

Aug 03, 2011 - 6 comments

Well the swelling is going away thank God bc today is kickboxing at 5:30 pm. I am even going to take it a step farther and during my lunch i am going to use it to walk in the gym at my work for 20min. I am so commited I pray I keep it this way. Normaly when I start getting like this I keep it up and dont plan on changing nada now