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the mother of all nightmares

Aug 06, 2010 - 1 comments

This is it. I had the worst of any nightmare I can remember in a long time. Not the scary monsters type but the distorted reflection of your own life type. The distortion that plays on your worst fears and pain. I know it will be a bad idea but I'm not going to sleep again tonight if I can help it. No way.

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Nightmare

Jun 05, 2010 - 2 comments
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falling



Really bad tonight. Had to wrest myself awake to get out of it. Falling down mountain, grasping for handhold. More detailed then that but I don't even want to write it out. Lord it was a bad, realistic gut wrenching nightmare.

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One of the worst

May 20, 2010 - 1 comments

I just had a horrible nightmare and it is 12:15 am and I don't want to go back to sleep if only because right now I know it was a nightmare and it didn't happen and I don't want to not know that again. I am not afraid that I will go back into it (although that isn't impossible), but the longer I put some wakefulness into me the further I will be from it.
Holy **** I should have known. I was in such a crappy mood when I went to sleep.

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I try

May 19, 2010 - 1 comments

My therapist wants me to stay up once I get up and I try and I try but I just don't make it. I suppose the important thing now is to keep trying.

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