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What a month April has been..

May 02, 2016 - 1 comments

Firstly thank you so much for all your well wishes and prayers. He came through the surgery and the majority of the tumour has been removed, its called a Pilocytic astrocytoma. Its benign and slow growing. MRI check ups every 3 months for the first year, 6 months then next and so on.

Well Friday the 1st April is where it all began.. normal day, dinner finished and we all (me Ryan Lexi and my mum) all headed upstairs to wind down for the evening and get ready for a bath. While he was playing on our bed I could hear him scream I looked over and he was face down on the bed trying to drag himself off the bed, I could only describe it as his ear was glued to his shoulder. It was like he took a cramp and couldn't get his head up. I lifted him (still with his ear to his shoulder) his eyes were blank he didn't speak or react he just pressed in against me. I don't know why but I burst into tears I knew 100% something was wrong with my wee man, he is so energetic and lievl

Teething @ 9 weeks??!

Sep 21, 2013 - 8 comments

Ryan has started sticking his fists in his mouth, slabbering & dribbling, hes also been crying & fussy since approx Mon. He got his first injections on Wed & he has been gurny since then but thats now 4 days later (Sat). I was allowed to give him baby calpol (paracetamol) which the doc perscibed, i think its helping but hes just not happy at times. Sometimes I can console him close to my chest other times i cant. Im also scared im going to spoil him if i nurse him 24/7.

At the min he will feed 7oz say every 3-4hrs during the day then play in his bouncer, chat & smile for about 1-2hrs then he gets cranky for a little snooze jus before the next feed. I usually nurse him to sleep with his dummy when he gets cranky & I know its sleep he wants. He baths later in the evening every night ranging from 6-9pm then he gets another bottle, thats not usually his last feed the latest last feed could be anything from 11-1.30am. He might then sleep to 6.30-7.30am. Some days hes on this track & other days its all our of wack he just doesnt have a wee routine yet.

Is it possible the injections have just annoyed him or would it be teething??! He is slabbering & ive felt his gums but im really not sure what i need to find. There are ridges but maybe they are always there... Can anyone help??! Im for asda early tomorrow morning to get baby bonjela & a cool teething ring & anything else I can find to help him. Xx

+OPK @ CD18

Sep 17, 2012 - 3 comments

+OPK @ CD18
Feeling very strange and moody today I'm not a nice person to be around :-( had an argument with DF as well because of this awful mood :( booooo... Didn't go to Zumba either because my O pains are coming and going all evening.

iritable!!!

May 26, 2011 - 0 comments

iritable!!!