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Mar 25, 2011 - 0 comments

Heyy Everyoneee !
Long time since ive been heree! . But i did wanna come leave an update. I have reached my goal :)
I am no longer doing any other drugs aside from weed. & to me its not really a drug :). Everythings great.
Leave me any question on how i got clean er whatever. :) id be glad to share my opinion & possibly give some advice :) ! .

My Path To Being Clean. Somewhat.

Nov 27, 2010 - 0 comments

So of course it took me time.. and it also got worst before it got better.
Some nights i had consummed 10 pills or more of e.
Me & my friends partied everyday. Some days i would stay clean and go to work. or come in the day after i partied.
During this time of always being high. i tryed other drugs too. Mushrooms & acid. im glad i dint go to anyother drugs.
i must admit i loved mushrooms. but its not around often so big plus fo me. i only do it when it comes to town.

Im not sober but i am much more then i was at a time. and that means alot.
so like i said in my other journal , i smoke weed everyday & drink every once in a while :)
of course in time i will pull away from weed. but thats not now. because i dint decide to yet haha :)
& its only when you want something that you can do it for yourself.

If you guys wanna ask any questions about anything ! dont be shy :)

Some Good News :)

Nov 27, 2010 - 0 comments

Heyy so i havent been here in a while.
I have good/bad or whatever you would make of it.
I quit my addiction to E , with no help from anyone, i simply moved 2 hours away from town to attend college :). Id go back home to see all my friends every weekend, then every 2 weekends. I stoped taking E & just smoked or drank with my friends. But as a result ive been smoking weed much more. but isint that better ? :) i only drink once in a while on the weekends. but drinking with me was never an issue.

Now im in a new town for college.
My notes are all between 80-98
I still smoke weed everyday but it has not effected my education in anyway.
I still visit all my friends every 2 weekends :) & also keep time for new college friends.

well thats pretty much it fr now,.. i just wanted to leave an update ! :)

ShareBearx  ~ The key to true happiness is, well.. happiness ! :) Spread the lovee !! Hollaa <3  

2 week pill binge

Jul 04, 2010 - 0 comments




so dont remember much of last week. this week was Blue Diamonds & Blue G week . took E. all week
& well this hole weekend i dint party. I think the 2 week pill binge hit me right in the face. ive been feeling horrible all
weekend. Blue G's are half Acid . took 2 during my pill binge. Met a new friend called Haley , shes just like me. i spent my weeks with her & all my other friends as well.. Im gunna take a lil break from E . for a few weeks .. Tho
Brown Stars are comming soon. . anyways .the addiction has me at the moment. so you know how it is ,.
you can only stop for yourself.. if your not willing. you will not stop . so sorry to all who might have been worried about me.. im fine ive just been running off doing E. for the past 2 weeks.

much love . sharebearx . peace oxo