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Sep 16, 2011 - 0 comments

Oh my dear lord.... I am so ecstatic that you have blessed me with another pregnancy... But please please please.... Im dying for some sleep here! My hormones are keeping me awake all night! AND IM SOOO TIRED!!!

Could I already be pregnant?!?!

Jul 19, 2011 - 0 comments

spotting = pregnant?

Oh, boy. We are experiencing some familiar things these days and my period tracker says I should have started my period by now. I have no clue... I miscarried and bled from June 2nd to about June 14th. The odd thing is that the very last day that I bled and maybe a day or two after me and my husband reacted the same way we always do when I ovulate. Our libidos go through the roof. Four days after that we both kind of looked at each other and said " Ya know, I think we may have done it again. We just FELT like we got pregnant again. Now about 3-4 weeks later I have felt extremely moody, my breasts were killing me... Well mostly my right breast. I have been a bit dizzy off and on and I cry a lot. I usually cry once a month MAYBE! I tear up a lot and have been a bit irrational. I just got done visiting my mother and she was like " Wow, if I didn't know any better I would say your pregnant because you acted the same way when pregnant with your daughter!" Also, I think I have been craving stuff because I seem to want whatever I decide on A LOT!!!!! I would love to hear some opinions from people who don't know me quite as well! Oh, and baby Caymen (yes, we named it), the one I miscarried... We had the same feeling!
Let me know !!!! And lots of love and baby dust along the way for everyone else!!! Oh yeah and I spotted on June 30th and on July 1st. But no period symptoms or anything. Also forgot to say that I am bloated in the belly, my uterus feels achy and my nose has been running since 2 weeks ago which I DO NOT usually get with allergies. Allergies give me a stuffy nose and a sinus headache.. Baby Dust!!!


Jun 07, 2011 - 9 comments

I have miscarried and am in a lot of pain. I ended up in the emergency room day before yesterday due to severe pain and while we were in there i started bleeding extremely heavy. Luckily the bleeding slowed down over the next 8 hours but they had everything standing by just in case. We got the news about a week ago. I am still trying to pass everything and to say we are devastated is an understatement especially since we had already seen the baby's heart beat. We have retired the names we had picked out since we don't know if it was a boy or a girl. I miss my little lovies heartbeat so much its hard to breathe at times. My family is even closer now and we are looking at life with new eyes. I hope I can take something from this and learn to live life a little fuller. We love you Lovie and will miss you always.

Prayers needed

May 31, 2011 - 3 comments

I have started to cramp and bleed please pray for my baby . I have been put on bedrest and any time I move to even get comfortable I cramp terribly! We tried for 4 yrs to get pregnant so I am tryingy damnedest to keep this baby inside me. I need some hope!