Jun 07, 2011
Well that's it I'm pretty sure mum and Harold are done, they're splitting. Not like I haven't lived through divorce before. But the thing is when I was I'm grade 3 when mum and dad split I was too young to really know what was going on, I don't even remember anything about it! I always thought I just went down stairs and continued playing with my toys after my parents told me but according to my dad I ran and bawled my eyes out on the couch. I guess I just blocked it out.
But still I don't know why this hurts. I don't even like Harold, I never have! But that's not the thing it hurts because as much as I can't stand him I still want mum to be happy!
And mums right it is our fault us kids I mean. If we had just done our chores there would of been less stress on mum and Harold. But the thing is I try and try, and I can't do my chores any better than I do. I really do try I just can't. And as hard as I try I can't keep my room clean, and that's what stresses mum and Harold right out!
Anyways I guess I'm moving back across the country with Dad and Auntie mummy, can't wait! I'll be free and maybe actually happy! I'm always hiding in my room here cuz I know otherwise I'll be yelled at, but with Auntie mummy it will be different. I've never once heard her yell! Things will be AWESOME, school will be hard but I'll make it through. I just won't take math like I was planning.
As for now until I move, I don't even know if I'll be in my room tonight, mum woke us all up at 2:00am and said were leaving but she had no were to take us, so she's figuring it out today