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Apr 08, 2013 - 0 comments

Woke up this morning with the worst hearrburn ever! Then 5 minutes later the nausea kicked in. I spent a good 30mins in the bathroom with my head over the loo vomiting.
Period is a day late so instead of spending a fortune I bought 2 cheap tests from the supermarket.
Both showed faint positive lines..
Excited but super nervous. Definitely wasnt planned. Will be doing another test at the end of the week just to be 100% sure. X

Think I've now miscarried.

Jul 11, 2012 - 1 comments

So am still bleeding but it does seem to be calming down, now bleeding for a week.
Did a normal HPT and a Clearblue digi. Normal HPT showed very very faint line and clearblue said 1-2 weeks.
The clearblue I took last week said 2-3 weeks. Seems my levels have dropped???
Not really had much cramps but I feel that it has happened. So hard trying to hold back the tears espec in front of Poppy-Mae. Minds all over, don't even really know how I feel :( But I know that the scan is either going to show an empty womb or a 4 week sac. Not sure if am going to be able to handle this :(

No answers given, still having a threatened miscarriage

Jul 06, 2012 - 7 comments



threatened miscarriage







So I went for my scan today and there was a 4 week sac there, in the right place and appears to be growing well...
But.. by mine & docs calculations I should be 5-6 weeks along so I believe I am in the progress of having a miscarriage. Gynacologists will not confirm this and made me another scan app for 20 July, when a heartbeat should be seen. They say they have seen thousands of pregnancies that have heavy bled all the way through and still had a healthy pregnancy. I find that hard to believe in my situation.
Bleeding has continued and got much worse. Its heavy and been heavy for around 24hours. Also passed 2 clots this morning. Cramps are on and off and pretty bad. It does feel as tho am having my AF.
So heads now up my backside. Emotions are all over the place and I really don't know what to think.
Today I have had to spend the majority of the day away from my beautiful baby girl, which has been horrible and I am beginning to question wheather am doing the right thing by continuing with the pregnancy?
Then I think of them ladies who have been TTC for so long and so deserve to have a child.
It's hard trying to keep a brave face up so that my daughter doesn't sense there is something wrong.

I really really believe that mother nature has taken it into her hands and am heading down the road of miscarriage.
I would be at the same stage I was when I m/c my 1st baby, which had stoppped developing at 4 weeks and I miscarried at 6.5 weeks.
So now I have to wait it out and see what happens :(

7 months after giving birth am having a threatened miscarriage

Jul 05, 2012 - 5 comments

Monday morning I discovered I was again pregnant 7 months after having my daughter!
Yes, biggest shock ever and unfortunately a mistake. But baby is here and although were not prepared or even given more children a 2nd thought am happy my daughter is going to have a little brother or sister.
Until today when the worst begun to happen.
I began spotting this morning when getting up with Poppy-Mae. It was pink and very light, also accompanied with slight cramps. Bleeding has got worse and is now red and with moderate cramps.
No pregnancy symptoms either.
Been to hospital where they checked urine and said pregnancy is going very well. Am also unsure of my dates and haven't got a clue when my LMP was and so have no idea how far along I am although we def know am at least 5 weeks.
Got to go back to hospital tomorrow at 2.30pm for blood tests and a ultrasound.
Cramps right now are getting worse, and I have a pretty good idea this is the beginning of a miscarriage.
Don't know what to do, or what to think.