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CONCEIVING IS CONSUMING

Nov 10, 2011 - 13 comments

Trying to conceive is consuming my mind body and soul basically my life and relationship... N I HATE IT... We argue because Im almost always extremely upset when I think about not being pregnant I wanna be pregnant so bad I just can't understand for the life of me why it's so hard I h e four boys and I'm very grateful all I hope an pray for is a little GIRL. Some people might call me selfish but I don't want another boy and if that was to happen I would be sad call me what you want but I'm just saying how I feel I know lots of women hope just to be pregnant with a healthy baby but no not me not saying I don't want a healthy baby I also want a baby girl. I don't know what it is I've never tried to get pregnant and the one time I do it's taking forever and a day

It's like I went from fertile myrtle to infertile, what the HELL is going on with my body. I've had all the test doctor/re says I'm fine so why can't I get pregnant, I'm even on clomid... I feel like crawling under a rock and dying:-{. Db seems to think its not happening because I'm pushing and planning for it only having sex when I know I'm ovulating. He was checked and everything came back NORMAL so when pregnancy is the topic of conversation between us two he always screams he's NORMAL!!!

WHAT'S A GIRL TO DO

ADVICE NEEDED

Nov 06, 2011 - 4 comments

So this past cycle af was four days late, she normally shows on the ninth but instead showed on the 13th...
The thing is I saw my RE on Thursday the 27th she said based on the U/S I should be o'ing soon she took bw that later confirmed that indeed I was about to o!! I then came home and since I use the CBFM(Clearblue Fertility Monitor) it instructed me to test when I tested it showed my first peak day and then again peak the next day on Friday the 28th.

My cycle info is input into several different ovulation calculators Fertility Friend(by my temps)says I o'd on Friday the 28th and Pink Pad(based on my previous af data i input) says I o'd on the first and MH FAM says I o'd on Friday the 28th also!!


MY QUESTION IS WHEN DID I PROBABLY O AND WHICH ONE SHOULD I BELIEVE??

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST HOW MANY DPO AM I??

Thanks in advance..


FAM

Oct 10, 2011 - 5 comments

So on my ovulation tracker FAM says I o'd on CD23 I put down I o'd on CD18 the reason why I did that is since I have a 31/32 day cycle and since my normal o days be on CD17 or CD18 I just assumed it was CD 18!!!!

Can y'all look and tell me what y'all think.....

THX

Could this be a BFP/CYCLE

Aug 09, 2011 - 17 comments

So at 7dpo/9dpo I had snotty like cm it lasted til 10dpo then at 11dpo I was dry...

I tested at 10dpo and it was negative, so I'm sure I'm out. Today 12dpo when I went to shower when I washed my poom poom it was blood tinged cm very slimy, strechy like it stretched a long way.

I'm sitting and wondering what are the chances of this being my BFP???