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another failed pregnancy! angel baby no.5

Aug 02, 2012 - 6 comments

What a sad day today is! Another angel baby I never got to meet! 6wk3day scan turned into my worst night mare! I can't believe how unfair life can be - holding back the tears I miss my baby already! I don't think I wiLl ever get to carry my own child!

Red bleeding.

Nov 07, 2011 - 4 comments

I am now 6 weeks and a bit even though according to my LMP i should be 7 weeks and a bit.
Its been so scary.
I started spotting exactly 6 weeks from my LMP, 29th October, it continued to spot light and heavier over a couple of days. Sunday the 30th i went for a scan, doc said everything looked fine and spotting is pretty normal.
I went for a follow up on Wednesday the 2nd as the spotting had got stronger.
Heart was beating and i  was so happy, i went home to rest further and woke up with Bright red blood and clots that carried on for about 2 hours so scared i called the doc, said i must just rest and come in on friday the 4th.
I went in on the 4th expecting the worse, Baby was fine and heart beat but i was still bleeding. i was so relieved. Then no heavy bleeding again till sunday. i passed many clots bright red and rather large. I am still so worried and trying to remain possivtive but its not easy. Today monday 7th i have booked an appointment with the doc for another scan on the 9th.. I hope all will be a 100% fine.

2nd beta - 440 it didnt double??

Oct 15, 2011 - 0 comments

Have to wait now.

2nd Beta = 15.10.11

Oct 15, 2011 - 2 comments

Beta didnt double in its 440s