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tired of being preggo

Jan 23, 2011 - 2 comments
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ive gained like 55 lbs. WTH. it just keeps coming on. like 3 lbs a week or every 5 days or so. i dont get it. but i havnt even gotten any bigger anywhere besides my tummy and boobs. so i dont understand where all the weights going?? im starting to get worried about losing it after being preggo..i just hope i can have energy to exercise and to eat right instead of scarf out lol. ugh. and i just feel like crap every day now. i have a headache almost every day, contractions every day, i can barley get out of bed anymore because im so exhausted. i cant sleep for more than an hour at night. which doesnt help with the daytime tiredness. and its way to hott at night. my husband sleep so hard its so annoying when i need hiim to move the F over on his own side.  ugh..

please come out soon leila :) love, momma

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Feeling overwhelmed

Nov 26, 2010 - 0 comments
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Agh, so the past few days I've been feeling much more emotional than i have this whole pregnancy. Yes, thanksgiving was wonderufl with the fam :). I started crying at the table when my dad prayed for the baby. :S I'm also starting to get morning sickness all over again and have been puking the past few days..yuck. At least my sleep pattern is a little better...I still wake up every few hours, but before it was like every 2 hours on the dot. lol. I feel like I've been just wanting to be around my mom lately...the nursery isnt up yet and i'm starting to freak out about the labor part and having everything we need in time. Even though I KNOW Jeff will have it all taken care of..Its just getting so close and everything is creeping up on me right now i feel like. Folding laundry is getting hard because my arms just burn and my body's so tired. My legs have been getting tingly and like, numb when I stand all day. The pregnancy weight is really getting to my bones and muscles..Thank God I have Jeff to rub my legs down and scratch my back every night. I am so thankful for him....Her kicks are getting HUGE now and are keeping me up at night too, now matter how I lay it hurts. Doc said her head is up in my ribs above y belly button and her butt and legs are down by my hip bone..sounds GREAT right!?! lol. punches and head butts in my ribs and kicks in my hip bones...glorious.

Gestational Diabetes?

Oct 15, 2010 - 1 comments
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So i went to meet with my reproductive health nurse today, and we talked like usual about normal things..watched video and what not. But we weighed me and i weighed 164 lbs! last time it was 142...so what the hell! :\..but my blood pressure was high too, probably/maybe because we just got done talking about my huge massive weight gain..so she called me doc to let her know the news and said that it might be gestational diabetes..soo hmm.cuz i havent chagned my eating habits..and i really only drink water, not veyr much pop or juice..so doc is calling me back on monday..now ihave to wait all weekend..arghh. i just wanna know if i should be eating different.!

Ah Worried today :(

Oct 03, 2010 - 10 comments
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So my little girl hasn't moved much AT ALL since friday night..She's usually sooo active every day, almost all day. Then usually all night I feel kicks too. Usually  most active around 12 at night. Just worried because this is the first time she hasn't really moved at all for a day straight. My mo says shes just sleeping becuase she's been so active lately and because she's growing right now.

I know Its still so early to have  a pattern for baby kicks, I just feel like ah! what if somethings wrong!..And she does almost have a pattern every day and night...I prayed all ngiht that she wouldjust give me a few kicks so I could fall asleep soundly, I counldt sleep because of it last night. she never kicked for me. I just had a cup of coffee and a scack, usually she moved after coffee or food in the morning..so I'm still praying shes ok.

I knwo i'm overracting..:S I know she'll start moving anytime now.