Jan 19, 2011
I hit deadset rock bottom. Sasha and I called triage. Cooperated and they agreed not to hospitalise me tonight, unless I deteriorate again. Going to be followed up by orygen tomorrow.
I don't know why I'm fighting.
I can't let myself think or I will be committed/die.
Stay in the moment benji. Use the technique triage gave you.
Fight to feel good in the moment, no other reason.