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Responsible respite

Jan 19, 2011 - 1 comments

I hit deadset rock bottom. Sasha and I called triage. Cooperated and they agreed not to hospitalise me tonight, unless I deteriorate again. Going to be followed up by orygen tomorrow.

I don't know why I'm fighting.

I can't let myself think or I will be committed/die.

Stay in the moment benji. Use the technique triage gave you.

Fight to feel good in the moment, no other reason.

Can't fail

Jan 19, 2011 - 2 comments

Please, take a breath. Relax. You can't rush this. You can't **** this up.

better

Jan 19, 2011 - 0 comments

played guitar feel great.

lgnorance is bliss

Jan 18, 2011 - 4 comments

But the truth is addictive.