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Jan 16, 2011 - 3 comments

5:42am.  Aksel is here.  Breaking down.  Crashing. I will never escape myself.


Jan 15, 2011 - 0 comments

i'm home now. in one piece. i don't know how I am. not great.

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Jan 12, 2011 - 6 comments

3:26pm.  Aside from just after I woke up, been much better today.  Thinking of things rationally.  Silver linings and all.  I'm pretty confident i'll make it home now.  At least I feel I will at the moment.  Last night was a bit of a shock.  Reassuring all the same, in a way you wouldn't like, but which kept me going...  Pretty extreme though. I would be locked away if they knew. I don't know if I'll tell them.

ANYWAY, good at the moment...keep it up?


Jan 10, 2011 - 6 comments

I feel so shattered. I feel so empty. I felt the same when I went to sleep. It's probably worse now.

I'm not strong enough to take this.