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Day 22

Aug 08, 2011 - 0 comments

OK here we are at day 22 and can we say noooooo energy! Yes we can but we can also say who did this?? Anyhootie NO more ever again! Aftercare aftercare gotta keep my guard up and never let this happen again! No matter what! Sleep is awesome though VERY awesome matter of fact I could go back to sleep right now :) ......Keep moving forward!

Day 13

Jul 30, 2011 - 0 comments

Jesus..Day 13 AGAIN! What is friggin wrong with me!! Never, ever ever again Ever! Life is tooooooo precious and I only get one shot at this! My life is incredible! I am a rockstar! Ok, now gotta get aftercare in ...Gotta keep my guard and fight going always! Always!! Not one ever I can never just use a litlle no no no! Going back to read my posts when I slipped ugh! What rationalization did I give myself Ugh! I refuse to die from addiction!!

Day 7

Jul 24, 2011 - 0 comments

Day 7 you go girl and maybe I actually see a small light ..I'm not afraid to take a stand!! Grap a hold and take my hand we'll walk this road together through the storm . Holla if you been down this same road! I just can't keep living this way so starting today I'm breaking out of this chain!!! You go girl!

Maybe this will help

Jul 19, 2011 - 0 comments

Here I am sitting in pure hell again!!! yes, it;s just as bad as the other times if not worse PLEASE remember this or go back ad read this!! If I ever thought in my brain for one second that it would be easier I was crazy!!!!! Crazy to you here!! Anyhootie no turning back I have one pill calling my name and a million at work I need to flush all and get out of this trap forever!! How could I do this to me baby???????????????? My husband well eh not as much guilt but my baby yes a ton!!! So if anything I know I have to quit for myself but what about her??Doesn't she deserve the best mom a REAL mom?? Yes!! Flushing that ******* bad boy now!!!