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Apr 20, 2012 - 0 comments

f u c k

looks like I can't be trusted with money...

I'm off to bed, hope to get a good rest, at least eight hours. Would be nice, liver isn't hurting yet, but....


Apr 18, 2012 - 0 comments


Don't know if it's (partly) due to the fact I slept so little last night, but I have trouble remembering. Things from yesterday, where I know I should be remembering things, even (roughly) know what I should remember , but when I reach, I draw a blank.
Shorter term memory, the same.

reduced tolerance

Apr 16, 2012 - 1 comments

Once again I'm amazed how quickly I lost my tolerance for alcohol. I thought that 12 beer wouldn't be enough to 'slake the thirst' so I sent out to get two more.
Now the evening draws to a close, I have given away three to an unexpected visitor as I would have flushed them down the drain otherwise.

Yeah, uh... pt 2

Apr 13, 2012 - 0 comments

Had people over and that was obviously a stressor for me as I went out of my way to get as many beers as I could.
This is a bit of dilemma for me atm. I know that my 'friends' trigger me to drink, but barring everyone from my house... that's going to make me feel a 'bit' lonely...