Jul 01, 2012
Been sleeping an awful lot just to avoid it all. The worst part is it's not yet over. My body still thinks its pregnant and it's messing with my mind/heart with all the 'what ifs.' I know there have been errors on some women but I'm sure this is not my case. BUT just for the sake of peace of mind I will wait till 9-10 weeks before I terminate.
In the mean time I feel so very low and confused. I'm afraid of the actual event of miscarriage... How bad will it be? Will it end up with me in the hospital? When will it happen? Because clearly my body hasn't gotten the memo that this pregnancy is doomed. I have no spotting, bbs are still sore and I'm peeing all the time and through the night. My hubby won't face reality... He thinks they made an error and wants me to go on as if I'm pregnant but I CANNOT!!! It's killing me not having this resolved.