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TWW now

Nov 09, 2011 - 0 comments

Okay I'm officially into my TWW.

*Crossing fingers and toes* Hoping this is the month

Send me your prayers

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I have to vent....

Oct 18, 2011 - 0 comments

I apologize, but I just hafta have a little vent session here.

Why is it that women who are not capable of properly taking care of children are able to just keep popping out kids left, right and center?

I saw a lady this morning when I was walking my son to school who has had like 3 kids and ALL of them have been taken away by C.A.S. (or C.P.S. to Americans). She's friggin pregnant AGAIN!

Unfrickenbelievable!

Here I am trying to have a second child with my DF and can't for the life of me do it. We're more then capable of taking care of another child, and yet someone like that gets that joy of being pregnant and having kids, and then taken away because she can't take care of them.

Where's the justice in that?!?!?!?!?

Okay, I'm done venting. But it still infuriates me

My Sticky Lil Bean

Now what...??

Oct 17, 2011 - 11 comments

Well I really felt good about this cycle, and not getting AF. But I was disappointed once again.

So now our next step is to get DF's sperm tested. And he's freaking out. He said he'll do it for me, but he's scared he will hear something terrible.

He's afraid that I won't love him anymore if it comes out bad and he can't give me another child. All I can do is keep reassuring him.

I'm getting a little scared.....Does anyone have any advice?

My Sticky Lil Bean

ARGH!

Oct 16, 2011 - 0 comments

Damn AF showed her face again!!

I'm soooo disappointed! I really felt this was my month :'(

My Sticky Lil Bean