I'm so worried..every time I think of high my numbers should get I picture my RE telling me that my #s didn't double and that I should stop my progesterone..
I never thought it would b this hard to leave it up to God's will..
I have all the faith in God and know that whatever comes to me is always in my favour..
I'm trying to detach myself from the pregnancy ...but, what if it carries on term? how can I possibly bear the exhaustion and pain from all the effort I'm putting to detach myself for at least 2 − 3 months from now?
usually around this time of my pregnancy my bbs start getting REALLY sore..which isn't the case now..tired of all this..wish I had an u/s at home lol I'm sure my DH will declare my insanity if this happens hehe..
I kept waking up in the middle of the night ..having nightmares and getting bad dreams of this dilemma.. my heart was beating like crazy and my hands were shaking...
auughh when will this ever end!??! and why do I have to suffer so much?!?
Ironically, this test — even if it comes out ++ — its not gonna make things any better hehe..I'm just gonna have to walk the path until the end THEN c what happens..
isn't this too much!?
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