Aug 21, 2016
also i forgots to tell you that the ac AND Lit contacted me today. i know right
the ac was practically incoherent. he texted me out of the blue (i haven't heard from him in like 3 weeks) and goes "Hi." i said "Hi." he goes "how ru" i said "K. U?" he said "Ok." then like 15 minutes later he texted, "I'm home."
i was like Wha .....????? why is he telling me this? and i thot maybe he thinks he is texting P. Diddy (this is what i call his new chik bc her name is Didi)
i said "Why are you telling me this?"
he said "because i was at a union meeting for work."
Um ... right? so i just said "i love you honey." and about 3 hours later he texted "i love you too babe."
i am really worried about him.
Lit wrote me this heartfelt email (SOB. Sike) about he's SO sorry how beautiful i am and how he really misses me and wants me in his left ALL he can remember with me is good times (UMMMMM right?) and he fukked everything up yadda yadda
its 145 a.m. and Roberta is STILL marching around the house. OMG
ok so i wrote him back (against my betters jujment) "i dont get it Lit if you wanted to keep me in your life so bad why didnt you do ONE of the things i asked for over and over and over?"
he said 'yeah i fukked up i will get you ALL the things I promised you Wim and do ALL the things you asked for if you allow me to"
stupid idiot. i dint write him back.
I saw this GORGEOUS guy on the hike who was RUNNING up the trail (these fukkers are really crazy its hard enuf to walk up the goddam trail) he was small, i mean taller than me (who isnt) but he had bleach blond hair (Bleach, kurty) and theez BIG brown eyes omg he looked like Gavin Rossdale he was so pretty, and i caught his eye and he looked at me but he dint stop or say nothing or even smile. im sure alls his life ppl have told him how beautiful he is.
he had these sculpted muscles, he was in really good shape sort of like Javi was but maybe in better shape not sure. he was lean, not scrawny but almost slight, except for the muscular quality of his arms and legs, he turned around and was running ahead of me as i was walking down and i tried to catch up to him but i couldn't and he ran off into the distance .... ::sigh::: you run away run away run away run away ... i will follow. i will follow (bono)
ok welp gotta bounce
ty for suffering me