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Getting worried

Sep 09, 2008 - 2 comments

After reading all the posts about Suboxone , I'm staring to get scared....I am doing 1 mg a day and was thinking i would do that for a long time and use it as pain man and well maybe i was wrong..>?????>>??>??>>?

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Staying on track

Sep 01, 2008 - 0 comments

I found this on someone else's journal and it really describes me to the T


            Drug addiction is a disease in which there are three elements

Loss of control (also called compulsive use) of a drug – the person uses more than intended, is unsuccessful in attempts to cut down, etc.
Continuation despite significant adverse consequences – disease or injury, job loss, relationship difficulties, arrest, etc.
Preoccupation or obsession – over obtaining, using, and recovering from the effects of the drug.

Well now i know and it will not get me again...I'm a smart guy and i deal with huge things and huge problems everyday at work , so i should be able to take care of this ...no problem....

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Feeling good

Aug 26, 2008 - 0 comments

I really got to stick with this for my familys sake and mine. So far it has been all positive and i sure hope it stays this way.

I think this is really the 1st time i have been 100% into quitting.

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This really helps

Aug 24, 2008 - 0 comments

First of all, I know this post is over a year old, but I wanted to get the correct information out there for anyone who stumbles onto this page because tink2's information is wrong. I went to rehab for oxycontin addiction, and I was taught by doctors exactly how opiates affect your brain. Here's how it goes, and I'll try to put it in lamen terms the best I can:
When Oxycontin enters the brain, it causes the stimulation of a "feel good" neurotransmitter called dopamine. Your body naturally produces dopamine, and the body's natural dopamine comes in many different "shapes" if you will. In order to produce the feel good effect, neurotransmitters are released and fit into specific receptor sites according to their shape (Imagine putting to puzzle pieces together). Thus when they "connect" to the receptor sites, the feelings of pleasure happen. With Oxycontin, it stimulates the production of dopamine neurotransmitters, however this process is different from the natural process because instead of producing a wide variety of "shapes", the brain is flooded with dopamine that is only one shape. At first it feels good, because of the overwhelming amount of dopamine. However, with continued use, the body adapts to the overwhelming amount of the "single shaped" neurotransmitter, and begins to create more receptor sites which match that neurotransmitter. This is why users begin to build a tolerance, because as more receptor sites are created, there needs to be a greater presence of those "single shaped" neurotransmitters in order to attain the same desired effect. Thus, without the presence of the excess dopamine, there is a greater number of unfilled receptor sites, which in turn causes the depression. The body will continue to produce the same amount of dopamine naturally, however the bodies dopamine comes in diverse shapes and the receptor sites created from the oxycontin use will only take the specific "shape" neurotransmitter that oxycontin produces. The body does produce that "shape", but a much less amount. If users stop using oxycontin soon after the new receptor sites are created, they will disappear and with time the brain will return to its normal amount of receptor sites.
If the Oxycontin use continues for a greater length of time, long term depression becomes a factor. This is because with constant oxycontin use, the newly created receptor sites are being constantly used. With prolonged use, the some of the receptor sites become permanent, or at least take months or years to disappear. This is why it long-term opiate addicts have such a difficult time kicking the habit, because they have to put up with depression that lasts months or years, and in some cases a lifetime.
I used Oxycontin for 10 months, five months of which was everyday use, and around day 50 of my recovery, the last of my depression was gone and I felt normal again. Thus, my opinion is that every year of use requires 2 months of sobriety until one is feeling depression-free, give or take a couple months. I suggest to anyone who is using oxycontin to quit immediately because, like cigarettes, quitting becomes exponentially harder as time goes on.


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