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Apr 01, 2008 - 3 comments

Today I had my u/s and b/d.  The u/s showed 5 new follies on the left and 4 new ones on the right.  I was shocked to hear no cysts and I am ready to go again right away for cycle #3.  The RE said the lining looked good as well.  Tomorrow (part 2) I will get the FSH and E2 #s.  She also said that I should go see a rheumatologist to check to see if I have lupus or blood clotting issues and if I do, I will most likely take a blood thinning drug to help with that (once I get a BFP).  Rhogam would be given to me in trimester #2 for the RH factor.  Yes, I am thinking forward; better than thinking backward.  I am feeling good this evening.  I hope the FSH levels are lower than last cycle!  Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me!!!

Getting on with Life with less tears

Mar 29, 2008 - 2 comments

That sounds so pathetic, I know.  I cried a lot since Friday but am feeling much better this evening.  My DH has been so so good to me these past few days!  Saki helps.  8-)

I know one of us is bound to get a BFP soon.  I think I am up for another try (#3) but that is it.  I don't want to become addicted to this process.  I am also going to talk with DH about filling out adoption papers.  Why not?
Has anyone else contemplated this route?  I have a lot of questions about the process.  Anyone familiar?'s a  BFN

Mar 27, 2008 - 3 comments

What a bummer. RE called and said it's less than 5.  Just waiting for AF to arrive.  I have to call RE to make a follow up appt. for #3.  God!  Will it ever end?


Mar 24, 2008 - 4 comments

I just took an EPT digital that was supposed to be accurate 5 days in advance.  It was a BFN!  I had my transfer on 3/17.  My Beta is Friday but I am really depressed.  My DH is upset with me for taking the EPT which doesn't make it easier on me.  Has anyone gotten pregnant or had a successful pregnancy having a negative on a HPT just days before the BETA????  I am pretty upset and really need to hear some positive stories!!