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Day 17

Mar 25, 2012 - 0 comments

First time in a long time I can say I've been clean 17 days. Everyday I remind myself how bad the 1st week was, still trying to avoid triggers and cravings, hardest times are when I first wake up in the morning and when I come home from work at night. Always used to like the pills to take away all the aches and pains. But everyday gets a little easier. So amped about the summer coming, so amped I won't have to worry when I go home on Friday nights if I'm going to have enough pills to last the weekend, or enough money to buy them for the following week. Heck life is pretty easy when my mind isn't consumed with pills.

11 days

Mar 19, 2012 - 0 comments

Time starting to go by fast now, Working on day 11 today, using advice from what I've learned on here, take one day at a time and try not to get overwhelmed . Last night was the first night in 10 nights that I got a pretty good nights sleep, (7 hrs ) Still get cravings from time to time but just think about something else. Going to make this day my b I t c h

Nine days clean

Mar 17, 2012 - 0 comments

Finally got to the gym this morning, ran and pumped some iron. Still tired couldn't sleep again last night, It's beautiful here today, going for a long mc ride then out tonight with friends. Happy St. Patricks day everyone And as always thanks for the support, STATIC 9 days bro... Yeaaaaaaa!!!

Day 8

Mar 16, 2012 - 2 comments

My mind is racing all day and night, physically I'm beat, no sleep at all, wish my body Would catch up to my brain. Went out and had some drinks tonight, can't believe how much the pills changed the way I'm wired. Feel like I'm slowly meeting myself again. And that's not A bad thing haha. Please god let me sleep tonight.  St. Patties day tomorrow.