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Going on VACA today....

Jul 01, 2009 - 0 comments

So, I won't be posting for awhile, but I am feeling better about everything. I am reminding myself that even when the symptoms disappear, I have had them. SO, I'm still part of the statistically lower to miscarry by having some morning sickness :)

I'm really hoping that I'll be able to just rest, relax, and recuperate while on vaca.  See you all next week!

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Not sure what's going on

Jun 28, 2009 - 1 comments

During the night, I started to feel the pins and needles in my bbs and still woke a few times to pee. Then at some point, maybe 1ish, I started to have some relatively serious cramps (for what I have been having)...tried to make a poo, but they felt more like AF cramps.

I just feel like my symptoms should be getting worse, not subsiding and  getting better. I woke this morning and again, bbs aren't as sore as previous days and no nausea. The twinges and pulls in my ovary/abdomen area are not there this morning, either.

I wish my OB appt. was this week and not next. July 8th feels like an eternity away.  I so hope everything is okay.

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I hate being scared.

Jun 27, 2009 - 4 comments

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

I don't want to be weak or stupid. I don't need to be told to relax or stay positive. I KNOW a healthy pregnancy will survive day-to-day activities. I KNOW that pregnancy symptoms come and go. I KNOW that everything is in God's hands.

But none of that changes the fact that when I wake with almost no symptoms and then have to clean the house because my DH hurt his back (playing hockey, I might add...a self-induced injury), I get so scared that the baby's heart will just stop beating or I'll pull something in my stomach and hurt him/her.

I'm so angry at DH and I'm so sad that this is happening on my birthday. I just want to be sick...LOL! I want the twinges back, but the stomach pain to go away. I want to feel pregnant again.  I don't know what I would do if something happens to this little one.

I have no one to talk to. No one understands that while I am a completely rational person, most of the time ;), I am scared. Not all the time scared, but when I get scared, it hits big!  My family just says to relax and DH, well..I love him, but he's a complete idiot when it comes to offering support or understanding.

I wish I had an u/s machine so that I could just see my little sprout every morning.

I'm not a freak. I know that there's nothing that I can do now except be positive and enjoy my pregnancy, but mind is stronger than my will.

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I can't wait!

Jun 24, 2009 - 2 comments

So, today's the big day!!! I can't wait..I hope I can hear the heartbeat. I have heard conflicting information about whether 7 1/2 weeks is too soon (I'm actually closer to 8), but I do hope I can.

I had a horrible night sleeping last night. I swear I could feel my bbs growing; they hurt so bad and I loved it. I am really tired this morning and the nausea is there, but it's this gag reflex that I have that's the worse. I gag at EVERYTHING!

My poor DH had to wake up this morning to clean up the cat poo on the floor (the poor cat is almost 18 years old), but just holding the bag for him and get 'whiffs' of the poo...I thought that I was going to lose it all over the place!

I need to stay as busy as I can to get the day to  pass quickly. But I'm too tired to do anything LOL!

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