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Jun 18, 2012 - 0 comments

Went to doc today hoping to get results of blood and cultures. Blood back but not cultures. Disappointing.

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Electricity Out

Jun 17, 2012 - 0 comments

Woke up this morning because the CPAP stopped working! The electricity was out for 2 hours. So glad it came back on. I needed to breathe and to get something to eat.

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Jun 15, 2012 - 0 comments

Wed np flores ordered laticain cream for me to use on the lesions. They did not have it on hand Wed for me to pick up. I told them I would pick it up the next day, Thurs, as I would be at the clinic again. When I went to pick up the cream, I did not check the bag. I just "***-umed" it was the cream. I waited till I got home, got settled, and prepared to pee to finally put the cream on.
When I finally got around to opening the bag, it was not the cream. It was the strips to check my blood for diabetes!! I was miserable. I wanted to scream. I had to endure another painful pee!!
Earlier that day my brother had purchased a bunch of stuff for me from the store, to include some vaseline I had planned on using on my ears (yes, my ears were hurting too!). I checked to see if I could use the vaseline on the lesions. Yes! But what a hassle (see other journal entry for details - haha).
Today I called to see if np flores would order more so I could pick it up because according to my health vet site, the prescription indicated it had been ordered and dispensed - which means they mailed it out. This meant to me it could take up to 10 days before I get it. I was fuming. She said I did not have to pick it up because it was being mailed. I said thanks allot a lot of good it will do me in 10 days!
I decided to check the mail just in case. There was medication there. There was some Hydrocortisone cream. I went bananas. I thought this was the cream that somehow it was put in with my other meds. I didn't think this was the right stuff, so I checked on line to see. I found out I would cause myself serious problems if I put it on my lesions. I called np flores and really left an angry message.
Not until I went into my health vet site to check on the prescriptions did I remember she had said she was going to order some hydrocortisone for my ear. Now I am just beside myself. I really don't like her but feel I should apologize to her. I loath having to do that. Maybe I wont'. It would make me feel better!!!! Considering she doesn't care that the right cream will not get here until after these things should subside.
Well that takes care of that..LOL  She just called and I apologized and let here know where I was coming from. I think all is better now. Well at least I will be able to see her on Mon and not feel the need to watch myself.


Jun 15, 2012 - 0 comments

Genital Herpes


Herpes Simplex


herepes first time exposure


first time outbreaks herpes




pain urinating

I tried using the vaseline to help the sting each time I peed. It has lessened the pain. But it is such a hassle. Every time I want to pee it takes almost a half hour to get ready (undress, put vaseline on, prepare mentally, etc), to actually pee, to sit and recover from the pain, to get dressed, to clean everything off. Sometimes I feel it is not worth it. I am still in pain. I am hoping this will go away soon.

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