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Trying to pass time ;)

Mar 17, 2010 - 0 comments

I found out November 20, 2009 that I am going to have a baby. My due date is July 30, 2010! I am almost 21 weeks now... the time really does fly by. I went to my regular Ob checkup on 3.16.10 and found out that my cervix is short, so the plan is bedrest for a week and then go back to my Ob and she will decide to leave me on it or not. Dh and I have been talking and even if she does let me go back to work....I am going to seriously cut back my hours and everything else I do. I was in complete shock, that this was happening and I don't want to do anything to harm my baby. I also get an u/s next week so hopefully we will find out if it's a boy or girl :) So that is about it for now....

Praying

Apr 19, 2009 - 1 comments

Well I just found out on April 13th that I am pregnant. My levels were low, but they doubled each time I had a beta. April 18th I started having brown discharge, then it turned to pink. I went to the ER because I was scared and wanted to rule out any infections or what not. They did blood work and my numbers only went up 44 more from the 17th. They did a pelvic exam and said that my cervix is slightly opened and I am at a threat for miscarriage. They told me complete bed rest til I see the RE tomorrow. I have an u/s scheduled and hoping that everything is going to be alright. I have taken it really easy today, slept for the most part. The discharge turned bright red last night, but today it is a REALLY dark brown, something that I have never had. I am passing really small clots, but nothing big. I am so nervous and scared. I want a baby more than anything and I don't understand why we have to have so many problems. I am preparing myself for the worst news tomorrow. I don't know if it's going to be too late, or if my RE can give me something to help. We'll see. It gets so aggravating, going through this whole process. Well I just have to leave it up to God to know what is right. So I have just been praying, that is the only thing I can do.

3rd beta

Apr 17, 2009 - 0 comments

Finally! They are 131 :) No more blood work.....

2nd Beta

Apr 15, 2009 - 0 comments

My numbers doubled!! Yay.