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WHAT A DAY

Jun 27, 2012 - 4 comments

WANTED TO DIE THIS MORNING,THANK GOD IM THE BOSS..MAN IS THIS ROUGH,OKAY THIS IS WHAT IVE HEARD,LET ME NO IF ANYBODY HAS GONE THIS ROUTE,IVE HEARD THAT A PYSC DOC COULD REALY HELP,IVE GOT AN APPT JULY 9...AM I JUST WASTING MY TIME...THNKS...JOEY....

KEEPING THE FAITH

Jun 26, 2012 - 2 comments

SO MANY WOUNDERFULL PEAPOLE ON THIS SITE,NEW FREINDS MADE,WHO REALY CARE,WHAT AN AWESOME SUPORT TEAM.THE HARDEST IS FOR ME IN THE MORNINGS AND IN THE EVENING RIGHT BEFORE BED,ITS HARD TO FOCUS ON MY DAILY READING,I DONT COUNT THE DAYS,BUT JUST LIKE KIM,I FEEL GOD HAS REALY BEEN TAKING MY WITHDRAWLS AWAY,I NO LIFE WILL BE GOOD...SO TO ALL THOSE READING THIS IT CAN BE DONE,IF YOU HAVE FAITH AND ARE STRONG WILLED,BUT MOST OF ALL YOU JUST WANT YOUR LIFE BACK..YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS.....

GOD

Jun 24, 2012 - 3 comments

I THOUGHT THINGS WERE GONNA BE SMOOTH AND EASY,THIS NEW DOC I WENT TO SEE WAS GONNA HELP,THEN DECIDED I WAS GNA BE TO MUCH TO HANDLE,SO IM ON MY OWN,WELL NOT REALY,I KICKED A HERION HABBIT IN PRISON SOME YEARS AGO,I REMEMBER BEING ON MY HAND AND KNEES,THEN I ASKED GOD INTO MY LIFE,WELL KICKED THAT HABBIT PLUS I WAS OUT IN LESS THAN A YEAR ,NT 10 YRS,HERE I AM AGAIN,NT IN PRISON BUT ON PILLS REAL HEAVY,I BEGAN TO PRAY,I CANT TELL YOU THE RELIEF I FEEL,YES I HAVE 20 PILLS LEFT,IVE ONLY TAKEN 3 IN THREE DAYS ,I NO THAT GOD IS TRULY IN CONTROL,I DO NT HAVE THOSE BAD WTHDRWLS,ONLY A TINY BIT AT NIGHT,NOTHING TO BAD,THATS HOW I AM DOING IT..I GIVE ALL MY THANKS TO GOD,HAY WITH OUT TRIALS THERE WOULD BE NO VICTORYS,I WILL PRAY FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE......JOE

DOC VISIT 6/19/12

Jun 19, 2012 - 2 comments

SO WENT TO SEE MY DOCTOR,COMPLETE HONESTY,IM THNKFULL I HAVE VICODINS LEFT,TIME IS RUNNING OUT,I HAVE GONE THREW THE WITHDRAWLS AND MAN R THEY BAD,WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FOR 15YRS OF PILL POPING.SO DOC IS GONNA CALL ME BACK TOMMAROW WITH A SOLUTION,HES GONNA DETOX ME,THANKS TO MY GOD HE HAS PUT THIS DOC IN MY PATH,AS FOR THE PILLS,IVE TAKEN 6 TODAY,MY USAULL IS 10,