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having trouble with my vows

Aug 21, 2009 - 1 comments

i don't understand why it is so hard for me to write my vows.. i know exactly how i feel about him and i know what i want to say i just can't get the words write... it is so frustrating.. we chose to write our own vows....

Positive opk!!

Aug 18, 2009 - 11 comments

so my sister in law has been driving us all bonkers about getting pregnant... she sent me a pic of her opk today and i believe its positive.. need some second opinions though

a HUGE thank you to my med help ladies!

Aug 17, 2009 - 2 comments

I just had to take a moment and write a HUGE THANK YOU! to all of my med help ladies.. some of you know i have been having a really hard time lately.. with this pregnancy and my family.. and you ladies have been such a support system for me and i can't say thank you enough!!!  I honestly feel like you ladies are genuinely concerned for me and my family and thats just fills my heart up with so much love and joy! I wish some of you ladies lived closer to me... its so amazing how much support you have shown..  I love you all! and we can't thank you enough for all of the support its truly amazing!

I am soo stressed : (

Aug 04, 2009 - 17 comments

So i sent the invites out for our wedding and i got a lot of replys back..  right now 70 people are coming... thats way more than we were expecting.. we sent out 80 invites but expecting only 40 people to come... alot of the invites were courtesy invites.. ( people in the family we don't talk to that much but felt obligated to invite) so im stressing out about renting chairs and the cost of that plus the cost of food since we are doing it ourselves...   We are roasting a pig for the reception and have pulled pork that is free to us since matts uncle does this for living... but we have to cover all the costs of the sides.. we decided on mac n cheese, baked beans corn on the cob.. and potato chips things of that nature...  does anyone know how much food i would have to make to feed 70 people (just the side dishes)  The place we are getting married at is free and the reception local is 75 bucks so pretty cheap... i just did not expect 70 people to be coming... i should have never sent out that many invites.. but matts mom said i should send them out as 'courtesy' invites... so i did not expecting them to actually want to come .. I have never even met these people!!  ahhh!

So im just stressing out big time!