May 07, 2009
this is my very fist journal entry here. I don't know why I am having a bummed day. I have 4 boys 17 (Nathaniel) 10 (Dillan who will be 11 on the 31) 7 (Gary) and some know 5 (Christopher) I have a disease called Neurofibromatosis and it is tumors that grow on your nerves and are painful well so far the2 oldest so no signs of it Gary has some signs and I was looking Christopher over and her has it I know he does. he has me and the Cafe au Lait marks to meet the standards. I can't believe he as it with everything he has gone through heart surgery illness and so on. Today in preschool was MOTHERS' DAY PARTY the 5 kids in preschool worked hard on their presents. Christopher painted me a box that I can put into it anything I wanted and made sure to paint it my favorite colors. I am not sure if I am bummed 'cause this disease can be nasty(can turn malignant) and everything he has gone through and that we almost lost him or what is it that is bothering I wanted to cry when he gave it to me. those things are so special because they come from the little ones heart.
Thanks for listening