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taking some time off

Dec 03, 2007 - 0 comments

DH and i have decided to take some time off TTC...we both became so stressed out about not being able to concieve and both ended up dealing with it in different manners...

we almost lost of marriage from it...

im hoping to be back in the running in a few months =)

My cycle for the month of November - AF came today

Nov 20, 2007 - 1 comments

im really feeling lonely and depressed today...AF showed up with no warning

im really starting to feel like im not going to get preg anytime soon and i really wanted another baby before my 30th birthday...im also regretting being anorexic for so many years...i really did wear and tear on my body and am paying for it now...my last doc (not the one im seeing now) said my body will age faster now because of how long i was anoerix and after 30 its going to become more difficult for me...im 28 now!

the letdown today is a lot to deal with and as of today i feel as though im not going to try for a few months...i cant keep doing this to myself every month



My cycle for the month of November - before AF is due

Nov 16, 2007 - 0 comments

this month im really not sure what my cycle is going to be like...it was every 27 days like clock-work for the past 6 months, then last month it decided to be 31 days long...i thought for sure that was my time but AF made her visit and so here I am trying again

im not really having any symptoms this month...had very very light cramping in the pelvic area (after i already o'd) last week and my bbs sort of tingle sometimes and sometimes there is a shooting pain in them that is very very brief but comes and go...that's about all

so AF is due 11/21 and im just waiting to see what is going to happen

today is CD23 and 9dpo....im getting closer to know my answer for this cycle...O day was either 11/6 or 11/7

the one thing i learned this cycle is a tell-tale sign im about to ovulate by small pressure pains in my pelvic area around o time so hopefully i can use this new knowledge to my advantage for next cycle

well ill post on here and in the forum what happens this cycle


Good Luck to all the ladies

My story (short version)

Nov 16, 2007 - 0 comments

every month it gets so frusterating...i know i havent been trying as long as some ladies here but i cant even begin to imagine the anguish they must feel each month AF comes to visit...

i stopped taking BC in May and have been TTC since then but each month AF makes her visit and the sorrow lasts until AF goes away, then i get pumped up waiting for O day, O day comes and goes and then i sit in the 2WW....the first week isnt too bad but the second week is the longest just waiting and trying not to read into everything that could be happening....as many ladies know this is extremely hard

last month my cycle was messed up for the first time since it calmed down and was consistantly 27 days and the doctor did an u/s and said everything in me looks great and he was surprised i havent concieved yet...so am i but i continue to try

now im starting to wonder if its dh that could be infertile....i dont want to seem like im pushing the blame but i just wonder and he's too stubborn to get a SA done so each month i continue to go through this anguish

hopefully one day ill be able to say i got my BFP!!!!!!!!


Good luck to all the ladies and

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