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20th september

Sep 20, 2012 - 0 comments

Mental Health


Methadone addiction




trying to be positive.

tomorrow i go down to 45ml, which i am really happy about cos it i wont be long before im off it and i will be drug free and wow after 5years been on it and coming down from 105ml is such a big deal. i can look at anyone in the face and not feel am scum of the earth so here is to HAPPY DAYS!!!!!!  

19th september

Sep 19, 2012 - 0 comments




now that i'm on 50ml, i'm going down to 45ml on 21st. i can't help get quite angry and take it out on the people that close to me and i really don't feel i'm back to myself as i can be really **** to live with, can be selfish and not thinking which is not me at all. as time is going on i see the person i liked being and just hope it all comes back. just taking one day at a time, bad days and good days. i really need to get out and do something with my live!!!!!!!!!!!

my journal for coming off methadone as well as suffering with depression!!!!!

Sep 17, 2012 - 0 comments





coming off methadone

its monday 17th september, i once was at 105ml because of bad choices in life and i had been already been suffering from depression for over 10 years, was taking seroxat for years and i think i was trying to fill a hole so i turned to drugs as my depression was a disease and that meant me feeling totally not at ease in my life. i take it one day at a time and now with the methadone, i am down to 50ml and go down to 45ml on the 21st of this month. i will write more when the 21st comes around. my photo is how i feel on a bad day lol.....