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Sep 19, 2009 - 2 comments

I miss you, my soul mate,
I truly do,
its a shame I cant be with you,
I beg and plead, I'm on my knees.
What dont you see?

Its been a year,
since i've held you near,
We have changed,
its all so strange,
Why isnt it clear?

My love is real,
why cant you deal?
I try and remember your face,
the way we looked at each other,
the kisses and snuggles,
that led to cuddles,
The memories are surreal.

I'll never give up,
on what I know is us,
No matter the fuss,
or things we discuss,
our story is a must.


Jul 03, 2009 - 0 comments

i think i found myself today,
i didnt go far, just went astray.
i went down a path of pure delights,
i just spread my wings and took to flight,

i was blind you see, not to everything,
just what was in front of me.
all i wanted was not to feel,
reality had no appeal.

soaring high most everyday,
i began to see things in a different way.
no longer was i having fun,
clouds covered the sun.
hazey days to say the least,
i had befriended the beast.

i so longed for the life i once had,
i turned directions, went the other way.
the winds were strong, my wings were weak,
the more i flew, i made bounds and leaps.

the more i tryed, the harder it was,
until the day i grew strong.
so here i am in reality,
its where i found sobriety.


When I Met You...

Feb 18, 2009 - 0 comments

When we met,
I was touched by you,
in so many places,
that has been visited
by so few.
We met by chance,
not by luck,
Who would have thought
that we both would get stuck.
Life has a way of doing what she feels,
no matter what kind of deals,
we try to make,
There's no sense in trying to defy fate.
I want to be with you,
never apart,
I love you, Mark
with all my heart.

Lifes Road...

Feb 18, 2009 - 0 comments

I have no words of wisdom,
that I can share with you,
I can only listen,
to what's been hurting you.

If you will let me see,
the inner most part.
I will show you me
and all of my heart.

It's not an easy road,
with bumps all about.
Holes that make you sink,
it doesn't take alot,
to really make you think.

Keep in mind the ride,
it has it's ups and downs,
I am here for you,
I won't let you down.