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DY 11

Dec 30, 2007 - 1 comments

DAY 11 IS HALF OVER FEELING GOOD ABOUT EVERYTHING SPENDING TIME W DAUGHTER ENJOYING TO COOK AGAIN STILL ALOT OF CRAVINGS BUT THEN AGAIN I AM AT WAR AND I AM GONNA BEAT THIS

5;30 pm day9

Dec 28, 2007 - 1 comments

well the mental aspect gets worse i had my first anxiety attack in the middle of the night went crazy only2 hrs sleep it was nuts but i am feeling better thanks to all my new friends on the forum these people seem to really care for the first time in yrs i feel love from other ............tomorow will begin dy 10  god willing

4:00 pm day 8

Dec 27, 2007 - 0 comments

i have realized i need a counselor  or a therapist which is a great realization and today i will begin the search for that !!! this forum is unbelievable i never thought this would help BUT it has done soooooooooooo much for me!!!

day7 just ended

Dec 26, 2007 - 2 comments

it is 19 minutes after midnight and i am on my way to bed i am going into day 8 today i meat a wonderful lady who has encouraged me to continue doing all that i am doing i have never made it through more than 1-2 days without a pill in 5 yrs here i am thanks to everyone here especially r2r day 8 will begin when i awake and may god allow me and all of the rest of us to remain drug free atleast for another 24 hrd till we have the strenght to add on anothr day!!!!!!!1  good night