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I Love You Connor </3

Nov 21, 2008 - 2 comments

Over time,
My love for you grew,
You held me together,
You were my glue.

Now im broken,
And falling apart,
Trying to heal,
My shattered heart

To say I love you,
Isnt enough,
Its sounds so simple,
For feelings to tough.

But I have to walk away,
And let you go,
With feelings i hope,
Someday I can show.

I love you Connor(L).  xxxx

Crimson tears

Nov 21, 2008 - 1 comments

The pain from within runs and drips from my skin
That precious release yet terrible sin
I blame myself and these secrets I keep
Crying tears from these open wounds cut so deep
The temporary relief that I felt dissapears
Im in the same cycle I'v been stuck in for years
The same problems, same heartache and the same stupid fears
Which lead me to cry these sad crimson tears
The scars on my wrists show the scars on my heart
So dont judge me for this coz youl tear me apart
These cuts i rely on you cant understand
But be a friend, walk with me, and hold onto my hand.

Broken hearts & Suicide

Mar 10, 2008 - 4 comments

Love life and happy times
Are not unknown to me
But broken hearts and suicide
Seem to always be
In my thoughts and in my dreams
Impossible to escape
One night I'll reach for the knife
And bleed out all my hate

Will you miss me?
Will you care?
I was alone
I needed you there
Not even frightened
Brave as it gets
I took the knife
And slit my wrists
I died alone
On the cold hard floor
And all i wanted
Was you to dump that *****