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Feb 08, 2008 - 1 comments


Grandma and Grandpa were watching a healing service on the television.
The evangelist called to all who wanted to be healed to go to their television set, place one hand on the TV and the other hand on the body part where they wanted to be healed.
Grandma got up and slowly hobbled to the television set, placed her right hand on the set and her left hand on her arthritic shoulder that was causing her to have great pain.
Then Grandpa got up, went to the TV, placed his right hand on the set and his left hand on his crotch.
Grandma scowled at him and said, "I guess you just don't get it. The purpose of doing this is to heal the sick, not to raise the dead."

I have started tapering!!

Jan 10, 2008 - 2 comments


I have started tapering my meds, and am on my way to the "sober life" I have been craving.  It has been a difficult road for me because I work for the government and I cannot just take off when I want to.  I was lucky to come across this wonderful opportunity and I am going to do whatever it takes to get through this misery and look towards the future.  I have a motivation now (my job), and I will not let this addiction stand in my way of success.  Its Thursday now, and I planned it so I could at least have the weekend (2 days), to be miserable at home instead of here (work).  My labtop at home is not working that great, so I have been trying to visit this forum on my breaks when I can....but sometimes its hard too.  Please keep me in your prayers!!!  I will need as many as I can get.  

Crazy weather in California!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jan 04, 2008 - 0 comments

I may not be posting too much for the next couple of days.... There is a huge storm here in California, (sacramento), and the wind is tremendous.  Hope everyone is doing ok, and I will check back as soon as I can.

Pray for me!!


Jan 02, 2008 - 5 comments

I am struggling with deciding whether I reallly need the meds or am I just addicted???  I know I started off because I was hurting and the only way I could be productive is if I take the meds.  But now, I am starting to notice myself wanting more and more.  My tolerance level has changed, and I need more to make me feel better.  Honestly, these are the only things that make me feel productive.  I scared to try anything stronger because I might just like it.  I have A LOT of thinking to do.................................