Apr 22, 2009
Along with all of you, I'm checking the computer almost hourly, and thinking a lot about Jan and her family. I couldn't help wondering what Jan would think of all this outpouring of love and concern for her. I think she'd be surprised and honored and pleased. Then a thought came to me. I wonder what she would say to us.. And, I remembered a time shortly after my father passed away. I was feeling very sad, and missed him terribly and out of the blue, I heard his voice rather gruffly but kindly," Go on Sandra, go on outta here , go on now" sort of a rebuke. It was as if he were urging me to not be sad and to just go on with my life.
And I remembered that today thinking of Jan.. I can imagine what she might say,and it might very well be similar. And I'm sure she would throw in a few "salty" words for us all.. What do you think she would say to us? I have my own ideas but it might sound insensitive, but it would be typical "Jan". I can almost hear her fussin