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Near The End!

May 27, 2012 - 3 comments

Well I have completly neglected to write anything else in my journal during this preganancy I guess that because this has emotionally been the hardest thing I have ever gone through!! Me and the baby's father have went round and round and he s decided he s just not gonna have any part in any of this hes packed up and moved out of state away from us. What his reasoning is and how he can love his older child and not this one is beyond me I know we didnt he have a relationship and he didnt have to accept me but what did MY son ever do to him?? I know i ll just never understand it all! So im preparing for single mommy hood and most of you guys have seen my pics I am having a boy and hes due June 5th so any time soon! Im trying to do my best to be happy and put a smile on my face even though im hurting from all the BS the father has said and done to me I know when I look in my son s face I will forget it all he will be worth every single thing i have gone through! But I have everything preppped and ready to go to bring my baby home diapers wipes carseat onesies bath stuff LOL its pretty crowded in my tiny room!  But im ready for the end of this chapter and ready for the next one to start I have alot of catching up and starting over to do!! & Congrats to all the new Mommies out there!!

Gender Scan Scheduled!!

Nov 30, 2011 - 0 comments

YEAH!! It's getting closer!! We're scheduled for January 10th I ll be 19 wks then and we're hoping to find out what our lil baby is gonna be!! He's doing great HB is still 160!! My Hunny and even the nurse thought they saw something down there so it may really be a boy we're so hoping!! That's not to make any negative remarks I ll be thrilled either way I just wanna know so i can plan and buy for my lil prince OR princess!! But I'm super excited getting to see my baby this often due to my medical history is making me so in love w this baby I cant wait till he OR she arrives next summer!!


Oct 05, 2011 - 5 comments

pregnancy tracker

Yup I'm still in shock after 10 yrs I never saw this coming and came up every hope of ever having a baby! I was sitting in the dr 's yesterday nervous and shaking finally i ask the nurse ok where we doing this test cus she keeps blabbing paperwork and shes like oh its positive hun and proceeds to call the OB! I just look up at my man and have a huge grin on my face i still cant believe all this!! God plz watch over our baby and protect him and keep him safe through all this!


Sep 23, 2009 - 43 comments

Ok so I made a suggestion to MH that we should have an Angel Community and they have accepted! GREAT right? Well actually NO here's my problem I wanted this new community to be like mothers who have given birth to a child and then lost that child, You know as a support for these mothers to vent and have to some1 to talk with when tragedy does just so happen to strike!! And as most of you know me I am only in the TTC wagon FAR from that wagon! So here's my thoughts:

1.Promote a different leader! I am suggesting RDH1981? Rachel I believe? Her story with her Angel Baby Cooper is so touching! She would make a great leader!

2.The community be for ALL Angels that people have lost! Mothers,Fathers,A child,,or just any1 they feel is an Angel!

At any rate I would really REALLY appreciate every1's advice on this matter! If there is to be a new community I want it to be something useful for everyone! And if this is decided to be a Baby Angel community then thats fine too but lets nominate some1 who make the best possible leader!! Thnx Every1!