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Frak doctors

Feb 09, 2013 - 0 comments

Psych turned out to be a bad thing. I've never seen a doctor who didn't care for their patients as much as this one. Passing me to other doctors without talking to me first, ridiculous fees, bitchy rude receptionists... I'm starting to wonder if it's worth it. I can function just fine as I am, especially with Squee around.

That said, this morning I looked into the bathroom mirror and could see the silhouette of my heart in my chest, through my clothes. I didn't recognise myself again.

I don't know if it's getting better or if I'm just between episodes again. I'm so sick of not knowing.

Different doctor on Monday. Maybe this one will do better.

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Appointment Booked

Jan 09, 2013 - 0 comments
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Different doctor to the one I was sent to. Two weeks from now. $370 is an amount I'm not sure I can afford to be told I'm fine. I can exist okay like this, I can just not go...

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January 8

Jan 08, 2013 - 0 comments

Auditory hallucinations of a woman laughing in my empty house.
Otherwise a pretty good day.

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January 6

Jan 06, 2013 - 0 comments

I am so ******.

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