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24+5 and yuck!

Mar 18, 2013 - 0 comments

Went to take a shower tonight and relax from a busy day I took my bra off and seen a dry crusty stuff on them breast of the bra.... I then looked at my breast and was amazed on how huge they have got... twin pregnancy I suppose. But I just gently squeezed the nipple and clear stuff came out... eww! Its time for breast milk leaking.g already? Its been 10 years since I had a new born I forgot .... feels like I'm starting all over again...

So sick of being alone...

Mar 04, 2013 - 2 comments

I'm 22+5 with twin boys. I'm so happy and so blessed and have an amazing 10 year old who helps me out in so many ways.

Since I kicked my hubby out for being a cheating jackass I've honestly been happy. I can do my own thing and what not but I miss being held and loved...
I feel totally alone ( even tho I have a full support system) but its not them same ... I want to feel loved and kissed and made love to AMD what not... someone to fall asleep next to AMD wake up with.. someone to hold me just because or when I need it.. someone to open a door for me or send me flowers.. tell me im beautiful even tho I feel like a hippo... I'm sick of TV and movies due to all these fairy tale romance and seeing people kissing at Starbucks... grrrr! I hate him so much for doing this to me and ruining the promised image of forever we shared on our wedding day... I'm sick of being alone... I want to be loved by a good man... maybe someday... maybe Disney AMD its idea or love ever after isn't a bunch of bull... we shall see....

hello pregger pants...

Jan 12, 2013 - 1 comments

I had a crying fit in there bathroom today. Crazy hormones... I no longer fit in my pre preggo pants.. packed them all away.