Mar 04, 2013 -
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I'm 22+5 with twin boys. I'm so happy and so blessed and have an amazing 10 year old who helps me out in so many ways.
Since I kicked my hubby out for being a cheating jackass I've honestly been happy. I can do my own thing and what not but I miss being held and loved...
I feel totally alone ( even tho I have a full support system) but its not them same ... I want to feel loved and kissed and made love to AMD what not... someone to fall asleep next to AMD wake up with.. someone to hold me just because or when I need it.. someone to open a door for me or send me flowers.. tell me im beautiful even tho I feel like a hippo... I'm sick of TV and movies due to all these fairy tale romance and seeing people kissing at Starbucks... grrrr! I hate him so much for doing this to me and ruining the promised image of forever we shared on our wedding day... I'm sick of being alone... I want to be loved by a good man... maybe someday... maybe Disney AMD its idea or love ever after isn't a bunch of bull... we shall see....
