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ok day four

Jun 06, 2008 - 1 comments

my experience is that day three and four are the worst..........but so far im ok..........don't feel amazing ........but dont feel like im dying pretty sure its due to the supplements ive been taking..............glad im not alone on the journey to recovery..."C"

still pretty tired..........

day one

May 07, 2008 - 2 comments

relapsed and have been going stong on lortab, (hydro's for about two months since the relapse. i feel like ****, low energy, aches and pains, foggy groggy head. no real concentration, its taking everything i have to type. i am greatful that God has give me the opportunity to live a clean life. i am so lucky to be alive the way i took those damn pills. i just want serenity, energy and peace. i am so thankful for the forum and feel so blessed to be able to share with others. thank God....

what was i thinking?

Mar 17, 2008 - 2 comments

taking one, taking two, no one would know. feeling like i could fly. taking five, taking six, taking seven, eight, nine, feeling like i want to die. traped in a corner, no end in sight, trying to come down, i can't sleep at night. shaking with convulsion, wating for day, all i can do it lie here and pray.


Mar 15, 2008 - 0 comments

I've been reading this forum for about 2 days before I decided to sign up and post. I can relate to every person on here. I have been on hydrocodone for 6 years, have had two major crashed with it and several relapses. I just want to say thanks to everyone for being so candid and open, it really does help to know you're not alone.... CR_ST_NA