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First day clean

Jan 23, 2013 - 0 comments

Okay this is my first day clean after a very fest taper from 400 to 0 in 3 days. The withdrawals hit me yesterday in the evening and I feel tired, frightenen, bit depressed and experience overal malaise. Im also dizzy every once in a while and sometimes my heart beats irregular/fast.

I feel like **** but at least I'm sober now :)

Jumping of the Tram ride

Last intake

Jan 22, 2013 - 0 comments

Today I am on day 3 of my very rapid taper and I had my last intake of 50mg this morning.

I feel fine and I'm looking forward to being clean tomorrow

Jumping of the Tram ride

Trew away my stass

Jan 20, 2013 - 0 comments










Today I got rid of my never ending stash of tramadol. I have Cold turkyied this **** many times before and had an on/off relation with this drug for 1-1.5 year. This time I want to do a fast taper and then never touch the devil again. I'm feeling a bit depressed and tired but also extremely proud of my decision to throw away my stash worth alot of money and alot of highs...

This is my first day of tapering and im on 200 mg right now, so im still fine.

Jumping of the Tram ride