Aug 13, 2014
Self-hatred and Pain has consumed me all my life
Tried anything to eliviate the pain
Came upon this "magic", that you can't know til your there
I was Superman, but looks are deceiving
Fix after fix until there's no feeling but the next slow death
Comatose and memory gone
Got my wish, but before long; I lost myself.
One magical day...suicidal pictures began swirling my way and I woke up...
It isn't as easy as it appears, you lose all your fears
but what price glory?Every inch of your pride and self
My daughter, my blood...my joy of music, of breathing.
Rock bottom is all I can say
I wish everyone could see the way
This "ecstacy" consumes you...eats you alive...your dead inside.
Kurt lost the war..but your a symbol no one should ignore.
You fought; you make me remember each day
Don't throw it all away.on
Sometimes are good, sometimes are bad
It's all a part of life...
I feel the warriors and I will be one the rest of my life..don't ever again think twice.
So bye "Rainbow"..I choose Life.