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May 29, 2009 - 6 comments

i have to have a cervical smear just for my fertility issues just routine i have cos and pain when bd but i am so petrified they will find something its really scaring me :S

read it on brees profile and needed to keep it xx

May 22, 2009 - 0 comments

Discussing a picture of a family. One little boy in the picture had different hair color than the other members. One of her students suggested that he was adopted.  A little girl said, 'I know all about adoption, I was adopted..'
'What does it mean to be adopted?', askedanother child.
'It means', said the girl, 'that you grew in your mommy's heart instead of her tummy!'
as i am going thru adopting a child it will help alot thanks x

Birthday and Sad

May 14, 2009 - 0 comments

not 21 nemore :( 22 sounds **** thought i wud have a kid and be preg with #2 but no just me n dan struggling he been laid off 3 times in 9 months me once and 2 yrs later anf a bfp wud be nice so i am gona test tomz i no its early but worth a shot :) vuz its my bday ;)

can i feel any more low than right now!

May 08, 2009 - 0 comments

i just feel so low oday cart stop crying i am Fed UP with ll thisssss arggghhhh why carnt i be norml why crnt i get a bfp i feel soooo sad right now i just wish i cud stop pretending it will all be ok cuz i dont no if it will life is **** and doubt it will every change been blessed with bad luck i have never got anything i actully want!!!!!!!!!!! my hert is aching and dont no how much more i can take !!