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I hate periods! - And work stuff...

Jul 23, 2008 - 0 comments
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When I was 300 pounds, I had a period like once a year. Now that I'm around 175ish, I have regular periods...and that part *****! Ugh. They are so painful and PMS makes my bad back 3 x's worse!

The new job is good because they are pretty nice and my boss shows appreciation. But, it's SO much more labor-intensive than I'm used to. I basically go in at 7 am and feed dogs and/or cats, take dogs outside in playgroups or whatever to potty, and then clean cages. I mean most of what I do is CLEANING and with my chronic pain problems it's starting to make the job very hard and it's only been 7 days! I need to see a pain clinic ASAP if I want to make it but don't know when I'll have the $.

Anyone of you from Dallas know of any pain clinics/dr's? How much does it cost w/o insurance? What are the requirements?

Ugh, today I work in the BIG dog area and that's gonna SUCK. It's like 103 here during the day and that area is poorly air-conditioned. And there's alot of hardcore cleaning involved.

I'm agnostic but pray for me? :P

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Got the job. That's both good and bad. - UPDATED

Jul 15, 2008 - 0 comments
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Got the job at Operation Kindness - a no-kill shelter. Oh my, they have SO many dogs and cats! It stinks like poo big time and lots of sick animals there. I already see sinus infections coming!

Very worried though, I have to work 11 hr shifts and with my heel spurs and back pain (not to mention the other pains) I dont know how long I'll make it.  Im going cold turkey off Wellbutrin and Cymbalta now.


*Dr called in a rx for Celexa! Ugh! not taking it...last time I did I was sooo depressed, couldnt keep a job, my bf and I broke up and kciked me out and I gained like 30 pounds.

** I'm taking Effexor and seeing how that's going to go...taken it once years ago and all I recall is chain-smoking and peeing alot. Also, they had offered a P/T position there instead of the F/T 11 hr shifts.

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Is life really worth all this?

Jul 12, 2008 - 0 comments
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broke

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Depressed & can't stop thinking about suicide. I can't get a job, we are so broke our cells got turned off, cable/internet will be any moment, the $ we have now all goes to electricity tomorrow and I'm having to go cold turkey off cymbalta & Wellbutrin. Also Ambien, Ultram, Buspar and my high-blood pressure med because WE HAVE NO $. My dog needs her vaccs and hasn't had heartworm meds in month so I set up a fund for her here: http://www.fundable.com/groupactions/groupaction.2008-07-05.4352236482

If we don't collect the full amount, we don't get any of what has been donated. They won't let me ask for anything under $100. It really is for Cali...we can suffer, but can't let her suffer with us if possible.

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Interview Today

Jul 11, 2008 - 0 comments
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Anxiety

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Stress and anxiety

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dealing with anxiety

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job hunting

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depressed

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stress eating

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Pain

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all over body aches



This gives me great anxiety. One of the worst things that triggers my anxiety is job hunting. I've been doing it since April now.

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