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Memory/ Brain fog

Oct 17, 2012 - 0 comments

Well, today. I am starting off pretty low. I am still having some pretty good Hypothyroid symptoms. I am half awake. Half asleep. I know that it is a stage. I just need to get well. I have been lashing out on people I care about. My ex texted me yesterday for more money. I couldn't believe that he had the nerve to do that. I have given him so much money. My first inheritance. He knew I was in my bubble. I fought it because I was at the bank. I loved that job. I am very sensitive to hearing. I hated that in school. Everything bothers me now. I need to find me again. I am trying to help myself a little bit. Knowing that I was born with this illness really *****. I am proving to my family that it isn't a learning disability like they once classified me as. I am going back to show them it isn't speech problems as well. I love talking to people. I was always afraid because I felt the thyroid gland in my throat. :( I am off of work today. I have to clean and try to help this stage pass. I will get it. I just hate that my memory is this low :(

October 3rd

Oct 05, 2012 - 0 comments

Well, the last week has been pretty sucky. My levels are finally coming into order at a tsh of .91 . I am dealing with major muscle weakness. My muscles spasm. And I have been losing sleep. I am tired, but can't seem to find it to sleep . I think I am just overall to exhausted from this illness. I am starting to see the light again. I need to rest and get better. I have been taking time off of work to get well. I just don't know what to do when my muscles hurt this bad, I don't want to do anything. I am going to try and go back to work  in a week from now. I am going to talk to my counselor again. I need to see what she thinks I should do. I know I should take time to heal from being sick for a long time. But it just doesn't seem right. I have always been working. Oh well i will get there.

Today is fun

Sep 29, 2012 - 0 comments

Well, 3 years later, levels are still normal. I am still coughing from this inflammation going down. I am duh duh. I have a movie in. Can't really concentrate on it. I had to take time off of work. I feel like I could die. This constant tickle and coughing really *****.

WEll, hello

Aug 08, 2009 - 0 comments

Just blogging to myself lately. I am still on 50 mgs of synthroid. I am about nine weeks pregnant. I just havent' been feeling myself lately. I am not sure why. I know there shrinking this goiter. But I just feel blah. I ate a ton from anything to potato salad, to a pizza, which is good. I guess thats life of hypos for you. . I am on flinstones, because I still have a hard time swallowing food.  Even though I can get a soft food diet in me. I have gained a lb today. which I was 168 down to 155 in a year.. I hope all is well. i will write mroe later.