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Uh oh, now I think this is from stress:(

Feb 09, 2009 - 0 comments

Okay. Yeah I get this really. I am trying to anyway. I gave up. I ran into some serious boy trouble back in the day. I don't want to go into details, but it was bad. I hated life. I stopped caring. Hated my family, and everyone. Now I am really scared. I have been reading that stess can cause hashimotos as well. My mom was dx'd but she had stress to. I don't know anymore. I guess i will have to ask the doctor about this one. Cuz I am really scared.

New gp on the 20th

Feb 07, 2009 - 0 comments

Well, I see my new gp on the 20th of this month. She is going to run a bunch of tests on me. I am pretty excited that I found a doctor who cares. I am trying day by day. My brain is so foggy. I don't even know how i work like this. I will make this. I will fight and win. But its a long time before i will feel better again. I have noticed my good old mood swings are back. So I am definately feeling the hypo side:) But its better than the brain dead side. LOL> Well, I will make this I have to

I am completely awake now:(

Feb 07, 2009 - 0 comments

I guess this is good. But my anxiety from it all scares me. I am on xanax for awhile. I guess I can deal. I hope this anxiety falls off soon:( at least I am sleeping.

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I have fired my gp!

Feb 06, 2009 - 0 comments

Well, i am tired of this. Granted it takes a long time. But geeze,I hate doctors, who won't even listen. Bad enough to be sick, but for them just give it time:( I hate that, I am giving it time. Starting to see the light. But I am firing her because I need someon who cares. I have been through enough stress in my life and this on top. I am still fighting this. day by day. But i am getting another doctor.