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tomorrow is my birthday

Dec 02, 2013 - 2 comments

I just cant get over wanting to be dead, tomorrow is my birthday and since I came in to the world that day I figure it would be a good day to leave it.  Just very tired of being sick and in pain.

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depression and tiredness

Oct 28, 2013 - 0 comments

Sad today and I don't know why, had a big weekend so I just think I over did it and my body is trying to get back at me.  I will push through this tiredness and clean the house, do laundry, cook dinner.  Then I will not be so depressed. Sometimes I just wish I would die, so tired of always feeling bad. No love, no future, no hope


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fall weather brings less problems

Oct 07, 2013 - 0 comments

Well this cooler weather seems to be helping, I have been able to get out and walk alittle, first day was ruff, but getting better each time.  I do have to have a treadmill stress test this week.  This will satisfy my concerns for heart problems, and mammogram next week.  I feel that they will both turn out alright.

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loosing the battle

Sep 23, 2013 - 0 comments

feel like I am loosing the battle today, my left hip socket, left knee joint and lft ankle bones all hurt and are making walking almost impossible.  See the dr Thursday keeping my fingers crossed.

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