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Support of Friends

Dec 29, 2008 - 3 comments

I want to take a moment and thank all my friends here at MH forums for all the support, love, & the gift of true friendship. I have as most of you know been going through severe depression &  pain that has been very debilitating over the past few months. My husband has also been there for me all the way.

I know we all are in some kind of pain, emotionally or physically all the time. But it seems that there is always this loving support system to try and help you get through your day or bad times.  I have been wo blessed since joining MH. Many of you have saved my life.  You have not given up on me when others would.  
I  have been placed on Morphine Sulfate to help me with my severe pain. It is starting to help, makes me groggy but the pain is a lot better and it makes me rest, which I know a lot of you have been asking me to do. I talked to my IM Dr. before taking this Morphine Sulfate, he asured me that we have to get my pain under control as my Fibro. is totally out of control. I admit I am scared of taking this Morphine, but it is helping the pain.  I hope when ever I start  to feel better that I will be more help to more of you. Thanks for never giving up on me. I want & hope I can climb out of this hole of depression that I have since I was  14. I pray our New Year will be good to all of usl   My prayers and gratefulness go to each of my friends & others here on the forums.    

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Very sore, exhausted

Nov 10, 2008 - 1 comments

I was hoping that after using the wheelchair for a month I would start to not feeling so sore all over. But that has not happened. I am getting migraines nearly every day and the Fibro. nothing is helping right now.  Vicodin is not helping with the pain. I see my Internal Medicine Dr. on Friday, We are going to have a talk about this pain, I can't deal with it anymore.

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I just don't care today

Nov 06, 2008 - 2 comments

I know I have a lot of support on MH & with my family. But I am so tired of this Chronic pain and the Fibro Flare that has been going on for months now. I am so sore I don't have words for the pain from sitting so much and from using the regular wheelchair which is just making all the symptoms of the Fibro worse. My Drs. have told me that breaking my foot was the worst thing I could of done re: the Fibro. I am taking muscle relaxants & Vicodin as well as other medications. I just have hit the point that I don't want to deal with it anymore. I don't want to deal with the holidays or my in-laws that don't care a damn about my husband or me.  I just want to have a good cry, a go to sleep until the holidays are over and my foot is healed.  I don't want to hear you need to think positive, because there is no positive right now. I am so depressed and have been for years. I am taking antidepressants. I can't get a scooter, I can't afford to buy one. I just have had enough!!!!!

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