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Just another circle

Jun 09, 2013 - 0 comments

No over thinking about today. It won't change anything.
1st day with no schedule, I failed quickly.

Wake up tomorrow like Saturday never happened.
Some errands to run, even a few made up ones hopefully will stay busy and away from the home area.

Monday back to a busy work schedule.

Weekends and idle time = gonna get high. Need to figure something before next weekend.

  



around again

Jun 09, 2013 - 0 comments

Time seems to have a way of muting just how bad I hated being wasted with no real control. Some how and quickly the bad memory's don't stand out anymore and the feelings of the good times prevail.

Next thoughts are 'one more time will be fun, relaxing and since I have a whopping 8 days clean just hitting it for a day and quitting again will be easy'.

I KNOW THIS WILL NEVER WORK.

There is no glass half full , no look on the bright side, no softly softly, catchee monkey, no failure is the mother of success.

Do or do not, there is no try.



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7th

Jun 05, 2013 - 0 comments

Got a job on the 5th day
Now to busy during the day to care much about vikes

Nights suck

Strong after work 'beer' effect with vikes

last time more than 7 was about oct/2012



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4th

Jun 02, 2013 - 0 comments

4th day down
havent go past 4 in a long time

still no plan in place

silently going forward


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