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Aug 13, 2009 - 2 comments

So I have been taking my temp every morning like Shannon has made me :) lol
The last times I temped before I never did it before O'ing just after which isn't the way to do it I know :)
Any way every other time it was a constant number like 98.4 every morning, this time it's going up and down.
Don't know if this is a good sign or not, guess we'll see :)


Aug 03, 2009 - 2 comments

Okay so I get there a different lady does my Ultrasound, my normal
person always tells me how thick my lining is and the size of my
follicles, this lady wasn't telling me nothing the only thing she said
is my lining was a 6 and I have a cyst on my right ovary and my
follicles on my left side aren't quite matured. So at that point I was
irritated I told her I still had to do blood work so I go in the
room and I was crying a little cause that's not the news I wanted.
I'm waiting and waiting and 35 minutes goes by and I go to the counter
and ask how long till I get the blood work done and they say OH we
had you for an U/S. We were wondering why you was sitting out their!!!
The nurse calls me around the corner and said we'll do the blood work
days after you O. There must have been confusion when you spoke with
nurse! The only confusion was the nurse I spoke to figured my u/s
have went as good as last time and I would have taken the ovidrel
and got blood work today.
How dare they treat me like I'm stupid I know what I was told and they
just let me sit for 35 minutes didn't ask me if I had questions or
nothing just let me sit their and look stupid. I was so mad I went to
the waiting room told Josh we were getting the hell out of their and
bawled my eyes out before I hit the elevator and have been crying


Jul 26, 2009 - 1 comments

I feel down today, my husband and I talked a lot about ttc this week end. We want this so bad and it hurts almost as much that it just won't work. We're almost to our year mark of being on meds and that's an anniversary I wish I didn't reach. I think after this cycle I'm calling it quits for awhile. I'm  not 100% sure but I just don't know what else I can do. I have done everything and nothing everytime bfn. I needed to vent

Game plan

Jul 23, 2009 - 3 comments

So today is CD 1 yet again. Doctors have upped my dose of Letrozole to 5 mg, I'll go back on the 3rd of August for an Ultrasound and blood work. They said they'll have me do the Ovidrel shot again. Man I sure do hope this works.
Of all days to start today is mine and my husbands 3 year anniversary.. But that's okay I'm keeping my chin up and marching along!